tell me  

Posted by a'azheem

i didn't realized that u like me as well
what do i do?
i'm flattered
i kept pinching my cheak because it's like a dream
unbelievable
i'm overwhelmed
nobody knows how nervous i was all by myself
at least, u should like me by any chances
however, you've loved me
oops!
tell me one more time
tell me that u love me
tell me that you're waiting for me
tell me that u want me, need me right now
i wanna hear it repeatedly, please go on saying
telling me that it isn't an illusion right now
how can my heart beating like this
seems like it's gonna burst
i can't stop myself
whenever you're looking at me
i'm tingling like have been struck by electricity
i can't stop, so make me stop
hit me one time, baby one more time
okay i know you've already said it but again, i want u to tell me that over & over again
it's just like a dream, u know i can't believe it
oops!
now what should i do?
tell me one more time, baby!

serves me right  

Posted by a'azheem

there's no point of me forcing you to like me.
let it be, but at least thank you for making me feel like i'm loved, once again.
at least, i felt like someone has been taking care of me.
thanks for caring (used to).
i'm too greedy & selfish for asking you more.
i don't deserved it anyway.
i should be thankful that you're willing to befriend me.
it was all my fault of what entirely had happened.
i was slow, playing too many games, lying to myself, and it's non of your fault.
if i were brave enough, i would take my own life away.
it feels different now.
i don't even know what to do.
but deep down i really regret of what i did.
it's really not how we used to be.
no turning back, won't be the same.
i've to suffer the consiquences.
i'm hurting myself.
i gave up.